I slowly slipped my hoodie off and slid down my shorts, living me in only a bra and underwear. I took a deep breath as I stepped towards the scale, my hands shaking as I did. I hadn’t weighed myself in a about a month or two, since my mum didn’t bring the scale with us when we moved. I knew I did loose weight because my clothes didn’t fit me anymore and my stomach was flatter along with my chest. I took a deep breath and set one foot on the scale, then the other. I squeeze my eyes shut and held my head up as I waited. After around a minute or two, I slowly opened my eyes and looked down…
105.3
My eyes widened before I let out a loud squeal and hopped off the scale. I quickly slipped the hoodie and shorts on before rushing out of the bathroom. I ran down the hall to my room and shut the door, locking it directly after. I walked over to one of my dress drawers and opened it slowly. i dug around before finding what i was looking for; a galaxy print dress. I had got it a year ago and it was to small for me to wear. i slid off my hoodie and shorts before slipping the dress on. It seemed as though hit fit almost perfectly, maybe a bit to big though. I dug through hate drawer some more before pulling out black fishnet stockings. i slipped them on with ease and let out a small giggle, my heartbeat speeding up in anticipation.
I went over to my bed and crouched down beside it, reaching underneath it to find a pair of black converse I had bought a few months back. I grabbed them and slipped them on as well before standing. I hummed and walked out of my room, heading down the hall to my grandparents room to look in their mirror. I slowly opened the door, since I knew they’d already be up and downstairs drinking coffee. I hummed as I walked inside the room and shut the door, since ether mirror was on the back of it for some reason. I slowly turned around and nearly fell back when I saw what i looked like.
I look so fucking skinny compared to me three months ago!
I put my legs together and marveled at the fact that my thighs and calves didn’t touch. I could see my defined collarbones and when i depressed the dress up against my torso, i could see my hip bones and ribs. I squealed again and walked out of the room before heading downstairs and walking to the kitchen.
♡ This could be you ♡ You’re almost there ♡ Keep it up and stay strong ♡ I believe in you ♡ Ana believes in you ♡ Don’t give up♡